User:Xenodevil
O!
Don't be fooled by me
Don't be fooled by the face I wear
For I wear a thousand masks and none of them are me
They may show you that confidence is my name and coolness my game;
that the waters are calm and I am in command,
and that I need no one
My surface may seem smooth, but my surface is my mask,
Ever-varying and ever-concealing
Beneath dwells the real me
I don't want anybody to know
That is why I frantically create a mask;
a nonchalant, sophisticated facade,
and under this hood of very sane insanity,
I play my game, my desperate game
Broken hearts, divided parts, they all live inside of me
I don't want to mislead you, why do you not try to see?
I hide my fear, I suffer my pain
It'll wipe me out if I try to explain
I idly chatter to you in the suave tones of surface talk
I tell you everything that is really nothing,
and nothing of what is everything,
of what is crying within me
So do not be fooled by what I am saying
Listen carefully and try to hear what I am not saying
I don’t want to mislead you
Listen to what I need to say, but I can't
I can't ever mislead any one;
Because no one ever understands me!
I get so sleepy, but I can not sleep
I count the sheep; whole night I weep!
I count these gems: I spill my tears;
to sooth my pains, to ease my fears
The sun has gone down,
Still longing to hold it strong,
I'm caught in my shadow
But dim are the stars now and wet is my lawn
Ah! I feel it; I feel the coming dawn
O God!
O God! It's tough to handle this confusion
Ah God! Come and take me away!
I beg, I cry, I shiver, I pray, but only by You!
My God! Help me fight my fears!
Ease my pains and stop my tears.
No one knows my pain, no one but You,
no one can help me gain, no one but You!
No, I'm not weak, I'm not weak,
I've got You!!!
Here it is coming... its coming, oh, I feel it
Ultimately! The army of my ancient enemies;
My enemies! guess who?
Ah, they have arrived, at last, they have!
No, I'm not afraid of them;
I was born to fight with them, and I know it!
To stop these skeletons, and I know it.
Yes, I know it now, and I always knew it
I can see them there they grin
They are looking at my nose these skeletons...
They fight to conquer, they fight to gain!
They fight to take revenge, to spread more pain!
I may not win soon, but a fighter does not fight merely to win
No no, better to know one who fights in vain!
For no pleasure, for no gain!
You there! Who you are? Millions against one?
What's that you say? I am hopeless? Why, very well!
I know them now, my ancient enemies!
I always knew them.
If I show you, I don't think you'll understand...
Because no one has ever understandood me!
What's that you say? You understand? Duh! Why, very well, humph!
I am not fighting in vain!
Do not be fooled by what I am saying
Listen carefully and try to hear what I am not saying
I don’t want to mislead you
Listen to what I need to say, but I can't
I haven't ever misled any one
Because no one has ever misunderstandood me
Because may be no one has ever tried to understand me!
I know they would overthrow me in the end
But it will not be easy for them;
They can't make me fear, they can't make me bend!
a long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls,
the strong sense of purpose raises sheilds,
and my pain summons ever more fighters for me!
The nearer they approach us, the blinder we strike back
and my people are with me now, awake, at last!
And now I've got even more strength than that;
birds fight for me, grass cries with me,
everything lives with me, and everything dies with me!
I fight for success, everything tries with me
They have my sobs with them, and I have their sighs with me
My wounds hurt, my cuts bleed, my blood runs down my face,
Still I fight! I slash my sword, I hold my mace
My parts lie in front of me
Sure, I will die, without leaving a trace!
For i was born to fight; fighters die,
and I must die with grace!
I do not fear pains, nor do I fear death
I fight for my God, I die for my race!
O! What's that you say now?
No! Surrender? No!
No! I fight on! I fight on! I fight on!